Sunday, March 28, 2010

i've seen sunny days i thought would never end. i've seen lonely times that i thought would never.

Feeling whimsical and nolstalgic today. Life is good though. I'm in a really good place.

My job is still not quite stimulating but I'm working almost every day until April 11th in which time I go back to being seasonal. I'm pretty excited about that. In the mean time, I got a call back from a really good pre-school that wants to interview. I had the phone interview on Friday. I was surprised to hear from them but really thankful. I know I can be as thankful as I want, doesn't mean I've got the job yet. In the mean time though, I'm putting on my walking shoes and looking around for jobs armed with my resumes. We'll see if someone bites and you guys will be the first to know.

I feel like there's a trend starting with my job history but people leave jobs all the time, right? I mean life is way too short to be unfulfilled. I suppose that's what your 20s are for. Finding a good fit for your life. I've got a good idea of who I am. You can thank Armenia for that. Something else I'm starting to realize while I was daydreaming about my upcoming adult life is that you don't have to know where you're going, what career you're supposed to have. You just have to love and be thankful for each day you get. I lose sight of that, I get caught up in the rush. What am I rushing to hurry up and live my life the "right" way. I mean that being said, I've still got my feet on the ground. You have to and you have to take care of yourself. Who else is going to do that for you? So, for once in my life, I am truly going with the flow. Things will happen as they're supposed to happen and I will not mope (about being jobless, single and living at home) because life's good. I thought of this while I was looking out the window after a day of rain. The sun which had been absent all day was creeping behind the clouds and the clouds were sun-kissed with pink. Like little pieces of marshmallow dipped in a pink watercolor paint. It was lovely. It's amazing how promising my future started to look..

This weekend was good in between working and such. I hung out with my sissy big time. We went to a farmer's market and got some of the most delicious, fresh, organic and local produce. We've already made some yummy meals with it. We also ate at a great local vegan eatery called Dandelion Communitea cafe. Here's the website for them . Check them out if you're in the C. Florida area.My folks went to the beach for a romantic getaway this weekend. I'm jealous but they brought me back sand and water and shells. AND a tea mug. I've been in constant search of the perfect mug to no such luck. They got me a lovely pink Daytona Beach one. It's still not "the one" but it's perfect for right now. I missed them a lot. Speaking of missing, I miss my dear friend Megs like you would not believe. She's a lil' ole' sheep herder from Montana who is a great love. She's in Armenia and I know I'll see her soon enough but I miss her much too much and we've been playing phone tag and my stupid work schedule is limiting me talking to her because of the difference of hours. As I write this now, she sleeps and the thunder outside is intoxicating. My family and I played games outside on our veranda(that sounds so snooty but can't think of a better word) with a huge fire going. This weather here is still a tad bizarre. It's so chilly for being almost April.

On another note, found out about my tattoos this weekend from Axiom tattoos. Should be about 100 or so for what I'm getting which is "la vie en rose" or life in pink. It's a beautiful sentiment and suits me. Also getting a small blue star, the same as my Pop. And a small heart in white and pink. My sister will also be getting the heart, YAY! Well that's all for now.

Hearts and love to you all. Dream big.