I've been going through every emotion in the book. I'm finally coming to terms with things and it only took a week. So I suppose that's good. I think I finally realized that there's really nothing I can do. I've made peace with that and life is really starting to get as good as it was. Intensity like that doesn't last forever. And I happy that it happened. It was just one of those things.
I've been on such a wave of change, I've not lost about 13 lbs and I've been applying to jobs like crazy! I feel like each day just gets better and better.
Today, I woke up and (it's my sister's birthday) and I was just so unabashedly happy. I purely blissful. I have no real reason to be, except for the fact that I'm alive, healthy and it's her birthday. I can just tell that this is going to be one of those days. I'm this happy and I work early this morning and was out late last night. That should tell you how good I feel today! So, I love other people's birthdays. I love my birthday the most but I really enjoy other peoples also. You get to celebrate their life and providing you like that person, it's kind of cool. We are going to be going to get pizza and going to see the Wizard of Oz. You may ask, how old is my sister turning and based on the activities planned out, you might guess 13 but she's not. She's 10 years older and it's funny because when we go out to bars, people typically think I'm the older one or that we're twins. Yeah, not so funny.! But what can you do? I am extremely happy to be celebrating her life. She has so much life in her. She lacks a certain joie de vivre, but I dare you to find a more kind person. She would do anything. Granted, when it comes to me, she tends to drag her feet and let me know when she's done a good thing but she does it nonetheless. And, that, I think says the most.
Let me preface this next part by saying how much I love Florida. LOVE it. I grew up here. And I can't imagine a cooler place. There is so much to do,that isn't touristy. And since writing last, I have found the coolest and most beautiful beach. Ever. I've been to lots of beaches all around the world but there is something particularly special about PlayaLinda. It's on the Cape Canaveral Coast Line, you have to be $3.00 a person but it's beyond worth it. I can't even tell you why it was so lovely but it was AND there's a place there to tan topless. Get excited!!! But really, I went there with Ly Ly. Another person who has accomplishments that I have been celebrating. She is finished with her undergrad nursing degree. She graduates this Sunday and I'm so proud of her. She's the friend that we had had a falling out over God knows what. But, we're back in each other's lives and it's been perfect. Possibly because we've been through a lot and appreciate each other better now.! And since I'm mentioning all my lovely girls. Here's a shout out to Jilly. Just because she's stellar.! But yeah, Ly Ly took me there. She knew that was exactly what I needed at the time with what I was going through. Now, I say that, like something terrible really happened to me. But compared to what some people go through, being sick, not having enough money to really survive or dealing with way more intense demons. It makes my silly boy problem look like nothing. But, in my life, this was bad enough. But, I am secretly happy that, that was the worst thing going on in my life. Well that and not finding a good job yet.! AH! I know something will turn up. I feel it. I think next week is going to be good.
SO let's just say,life is good. People in my life are good. All I'm really hoping to change is my job situation and I know it will. I guess I should really get out of bed and ready for the ole job. Have a lovely Friday guys. And, just be happy. Really. <3
