Since I had a venti iced coffee. I've been on edge. Something just snapped yesterday. I've been far too deep inside my own head. But there are some conclusions I've come to today. I think I will go to the breathing and meditation yoga class tomorrow. I just need to stay busy. I feel the restlessness even as I write this in my newly immaculately clean room, in my bed. I should be exhausted but I'm not.
★ I really used to like Sex and the City. But lately, it's been really annoying. It's all about the fabulous single woman who has a career and the world at her feet. But all they do and discuss are men. What happened to their lives? What happened to things that make them relevant? It's kind of annoying. So I won't be watching it for a while.
★ I've decided I'm going to post pictures in my blogs. I think it will be more fun then just a photo-less blog entry.
★ I want my life to be more..., I'm not sure the word, but more worthwhile. As the title of this blog suggests. I wish I had more control over the passions I have. And if I can't find a job that is worthwhile then one that promises some type of fun would be far better then the current situation.
Anyways, so that's what I've been thinking today. Something interesting happened though at Starbucks. There was this adorable/lovely boy behind the counter (completely gay) but nonetheless he was wildly interested in me. Kept smiling and "flirting". I was quite the confused young lady. My mother, however, found it amusing.
Ai- Where are the Fred Astaires of the world? Or really just the wildly romantic love affairs of a lost era? One that didn't involve the internet, text messages or annoying games? You liked someone and that was enough.. The maddening part of this whole mind thought is that I don't even want a relationship just fun.. And kisses. I would dance around an abandoned book store also after that kiss.
In other news, happier news ;] I FINALLY get to go to Grits&Gravy this Tuesday. Everyone should clap their hands at this point. I was going to invite AVN because it was kind of a joke that I had been working every Tuesday night. But then I actually thought about asking him and thought how silly that would be.
Went to Epcot this past Friday with Nisey (that's my sissy). Had a wonderful time. They had vegan food there in Seasons, the food place by the Land. It was quite the delectable meal. That's me eating the lovely salad. mmmmm.
And this is my sissy and I being silly....
And so now, I will float off to sleep with lovely thoughts of Miss Hepburn. Sweet dreams..
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