I have come to a conclusion. Life is not nearly as difficult as it masquerades to be. I think it's us that make it difficult. We don't take things as they come and look too far to the future rather then living in the moment. I haven't been doing that but in living day to day. I forget about what I really want. Even though I'm not entirely sure of what that is yet. I'm just certain of what I don't want.
My parents have been in California and my sister typically works nights so I've been alone and as much as I want to live alone. It's hard to do when you don't have a real life around the area you grew up. I'm starting to make friends but everyone has different schedules. Needless to say I've been a bump on a log. Sucked into the whole of facebook, not exercising, not even getting dressed unless I have something to do, not going to yoga blah blah blah. It's amazing how having nothing to do can mess up your life/world. There are only so many things you can do alone before it becomes a drag. But I'm gonna change that all today. So what I'm alone. I love living alone, I can do what I want.
That being said, found a great new lounge/bakery/hookah place. It was reasonable and really fun. Now I know one place I'll be spending more time at.
And even more exciting. Have a job interview June 1st in Tampa for a job that would actually be challenging and a step in the right direction. And it has a real salary. I'd be like a real person/grown up!!! And I'd move in with my lovely Jilly- what could be better?
Well that's enough for today, gonna go enjoy the day. Making dinner tonight for the sis-a-licious tonight!
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