This week has been one for the books. Things are good. People in my family are healthy, I've lost 4 lbs in the past 2 weeks, my room has been constantly clean, I've been playing with my friends and I've met someone.
That someone, AVN has completely turned my world upside down. I think as we get older and we get hurt by others and we experience love in various forms, it's hard to not be jaded at all. I had given up looking for anything really. But there it was on the dance floor.
Now, I'm not saying I know our future. All I know is that I have a constant case of butterflies, I find myself with a grin on my face for no reason at all. I'm just an extra happy version of myself. I feel special again and yeah. I could probably talk about him for a while but I won't. I know how I feel and so does he and that's all that matters. I'm happy to see what each day will bring.
Monday, I went into downtown to see him and bake cakey cookies.. We did that amongst other things. Got coffee, snuggled on a green plush couch in a land of red sparkle blinds,and got a pretty wizard bumper sticker of Orlando. Afterwards, I met up with an old friend that I have recently connected with. Ly-Ly. I know I've mentioned her before. We had a falling out over things that were not important but now we in our grown-up versions, we are friends again and are getting along splendidly. I'm so happy to have her back in my life. She's great fun and good person. We went to see "El secreto de sus ojos" It won best foreign picture for the Academy Awards. What an intense movie and amazing. So pure and beautiful. I also got super excited for movies coming to the Enzian. In particular, Cyrus, Coco and Igor and MicMacs. Can not wait. We split a bottle of wine and in doing that got her a lil' drunk. So I drove. AVN was at his work party but I wanted to see him sooooo I texted him and asked if he wanted to get food with us. Picked up my hunk of a guy and bought vodka rather then food. AHHH. But it was okay. Went back to AVN's house and then he, I, Ly Ly and his room mate, we left for Tanqueray's, a place that steps down in the sidewalk that I've always wanted to go to. That's where I became a girlfriend. It basically went like this.
AVN: I'm so into you. I want you to be my girlfriend
Me: :surprised: umm. well. what?
And then I kissed him and said ok. Because after all, (pardon the vulgar saying) you just have to be balls out when you have the feelings, you can't always protect yourself, you know?
Well that's basically what happened. I wish you didn't know I had a blog, it makes it super awkward when I know you'll read this.
Anyways so that's that. Tomorrow, I'm going to find a job since I can't do anything this upcoming semester. I can't work where I'm currently working. It's way too much of a drag and I'm not pursuing the kind of hours I should be working because I hate it that much so I'm gonna do something about it.
But for now, it's bedtime for this lovely jobless girl. Need to keep up with the exercise. Goodnight blog people or really just my dad and sister in law. and maybe avn. <3
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