I was running this morning and I saw a cat get run over. I'm not a fan of cats but it made me think of senseless untimely deaths and I think any death that happens as an accident is the worst. But also, while I was running I was thinking about my life in the past few weeks.
I've been so lucky to have the best friends a girl could ask for. I've got 3 here in Flooorida that would do anything for me. And I have one more in Armenia. We don't talk as much as we would like but that doesn't lessen our friendship by any means. But really, I am so lucky to have the people that I have in my life, in my life. I was talking to AVN about how it's rare to find people who just get you. The friends I keep are the ones that make my future book way cooler then it would be without them. It's my wish that everyone has that. Anyways, enough of how awesome the people that are in my life are. Just a shout out, they are! My family is also pretty wizard. The parental units and I definitely have our opinions but they come from such a good place that it's hard to stay mad at them. Co-existing in your parent's home after not living there for 6 years is difficult. Just a heads up to anyone who may not know how it is. :] But they've got my back through all my crazy antics so that's good.
This weekend has been great. It's been slightly balmy and lovely. Today is hot but yesterday was the perfect kind of weather. I am outside as I type this because the clouds are just pulling me out. Also another new obsession- LastFM. What a way cooler version of Pandora. It's pretty fab.
But these past few weeks have been perfection in their own little weird ways. The 19th was AVN's (almost put his real name) birthday. I tried to make it good. We went to Disney and indulged our 12 year old selves. We had a grand ole time. We also went to the beach on the Sat before that. I wanted to go before I realized he wasn't a super big fan of the ocean. (Oh Noes) But Disney was super fun. This week has also started me seeing what's out there in the job market because I'm donesies with my current position and I have a degree, time to be a grownup. I sent my resume to AppleOne, an employment agency. After I get a job, time to look for apts. And then after that, I am officially grown up. Maybe. Growing up is strange when you're not super self-sufficient yet. I can only imagine how nice it'll feel to be a functioning member of society. And so, I literally just got poured on. I love the erratic weather of Florida. I had to run in so my computer didn't die. All is well. I love lazy Sundays too. I've been going out a lot lately. I'm planning on being more of a homebody for the next few days or weeks. I think my credit card will also appreciate that. We're on speaking terms again. Tuesdays, Friday and Saturdays are my days to work. Yeah, I work the bare minimum but anyways, I want to go to my other obsession I Bar on Tuesday for Grits and Gravy night and literally for the entirety of my relationship with AVN, I have worked Tuesday nights. It's getting to be a joke. I'm not gonna ask for a morning shift because I want to see how long it will be until I work a morning shift. Oh life, overall, I can't complain. Just wish I was doing something with my life. I have this interesting quote that I think of when I get in that kind of dismal mood. "Unhappiness is not knowing what we want and killing ourselves to get it." So, to the outsider, it may look like I have no drive and am not doing anything but really, I'm taking things day to day and preparing for a future. Maybe that's why I'm typically happy. Oh and one more quote. "We are always getting ready to live and never living" That's a gem, and how true it is. So I'll take my life day to day to avoid these things!
Okay, well enough about my life. I'm starting to feel narcissistic. Love to you all. Enjoy this Sunday unless you're at work making home made brownies that suck (which apparently is possible) <3
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