I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop.

I know, it's been almost 2 months since I've updated an although I'm sure there is few that have missed it, I have missed it. I just haven't felt like any of my thoughts were good enough to share. Essentially, it's the same old same old. ::Whine whine whine no job, hate my current job, no direction in my life, no purpose::: Now, who, honestly wants to read that nonsense again?

Life has been settling in an odd way. New relationships have a tendency to shake your world up. The realness is finally settling in. And it's welcomed but also a little daunting. I guess it's been a while. It's odd to have someone who doesn't accept my line of bullshit.

Still at my most amazing-est job. Please detect the sarcasm. But it's cool. I've been in a rut and like the title of this post, that's what I've been doing. Chasing after every little fancy. I am still working towards the teaching career but there aren't any jobs at the moment. :/ Seems my luck in life. When one thing starts to go swimmingly and lovely, another takes backseat. But really, I've been in a rut. Running around and such. I have been creating some amazing memories with aforementioned new person in my life. We'll call him Wyatt because referring to him as him, is a little too God-like for me. And I've been having good times with good friends. I've never had such a good set of friends. So at least my social life is wizard right now. The job will come. I've finally got that fire under my...a..ss, so it'll happen. Sooner rather than later..

Oddly enough, I've actually been looking at grad schools. But I'm not sure that anything I would want to do would get me a job. So we'll see.

Life is real, right now. Things are happening the way they're supposed to. I have a new member of the family. Thaddeus the great! He's a crab and completely adorable.

So, I apologize for this foray back into the world of blogging. It's been a while. Wittier and snarkier Victoria will be back soon!


Enjoy this lovely Sunday. It honestly couldn't be better. Actually, lie... I could be at the beach with Wyatt. Or Baby Girl, Jilly, Ly Ly or Nisey. Or a group of people. Only thing consistent is that it could be better if I was at the beach. Or had a real job or was baking right now instead of job hunting.

But really, it's lovely. And although things could be a little better, they're still stellar!